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Christ has given us the most striking example of the love of our enemies, for on the Cross He prayed for His enemies, and in the Garden of Olives He healed the servant whose ear Peter had cut off. Our heavenly Father Himself sets us an example, for He makes His sun to rise upon the good and bad, and raineth upon the just and the unjust. He who loves his enemy therefore is like to God; he is a true child of his Father in Heaven (Matt. v. 45).

Another reason why we ought to love our enemy is because he also is made after God\’s image, and is an instrument in His hand.

Our enemy is made after God\’s likeness. The king\’s effigy stamped upon the coin, is equally deserving of respect whether the coin be of copper or gold; so we are bound to love and honor the image of God, whether the man who bears it be vicious or virtuous. It is not the sin we love, but the sinner. Man is God\’s work, sin is man\’s work; \”therefore,\” says St. Augustine, \”love what God has made, not what man has done.\” We ought also to love our enemy because God uses him as His instrument. Evil men, unwittingly to themselves, are instruments in God\’s hands. As the physician employs the leech to draw the bad blood from the veins of the sick man, and effect his cure, so God employs our enemies to remove our imperfections (St. Gregory the Great). The evil shapes the good, as file and hammer shape iron: they are to them as the plough to the fallow ground (St. John Chrysostom). They are, moreover, of service to us, by acquainting us with our faults and giving us an opportunity of practicing virtue. Enemies are like bees; they sting, but they produce honey. [Ibid.] When calumny assails you, console yourself with the thought that it is not the worst fruits that the wasps devour. Finally remember that no enemy can really injure one who loves God; for God makes all hostile designs work good to His Own people (Rom. viii. 28). This is exemplified in Joseph\’s life. The truth will teach you to bear up against persecution.


2. The love of our enemy is shown in this: That we do not revenge ourselves on him, that we return good for evil, that we pray for him and forgive him willingly.

We ought not to revenge ourselves on our enemy. David gives us a beautiful example, for he twice had the opportunity of putting his persecutor King Saul, to death, and on neither occasion did he do him any harm. Our Lord, when He was reviled, did not revile again (1 Pet. ii. 23). Once when Christ was not received in a Samaritan village because He was a Jew, the Apostles were so desirous of revenge that they wanted to call down fire from Heaven. But Our Lord rebuked them, saying: \”You know not of what spirit you are\” (Luke ix. 55). Vengeance belongs to God, not to us (Rom. xii. 19). We ought to suffer wrong rather than take revenge; we are told, to him that striketh thee on the one cheek offer the other (Luke vi. 29). Be not overcome by evil, but overcome evil by good (Rom. xii. 21). Avenge yourself, as the Saints did, by returning benefits for the evil done you; such vengeance is Divine. St. Stephen prayed for his murderers; he was more grieved for the harm they did to themselves than for the injury they did to him. When the Apostle James, Bishop of Jerusalem, was thrown from the pinnacle of the Temple, he raised himself on his fractured knees to pray for his murderers. We should also be ready to forgive our enemies. King David forgave Semei, when he threw stones at him and cursed him (2 Kings xvi. 10). To do good to one\’s enemy is a proof of great magnanimity.

3. He who does not revenge himself on his enemy, or who even confers benefits upon him, puts his foe to shame and pacifies him, and will be rewarded by God; whereas he who hates his enemy and revenges himself on him commits a sin.


I am not so good and I believe we should be compensated for being heaped with malignant abuses.  However, I cannot control this matter and I try in my stumbling manner to be honorable.






We call him our enemy who hates us and seeks to do us harm.

Saul, for instance, was an enemy of the Christians. Those alone can be said to have the love of their neighbor who love their enemies too. [Emphasis in bold added.] A big fire is not extinguished but increased by the wind; so the love of one\’s neighbor, if it be real, is not destroyed, but deepened, by affronts and offenses on the part of others. If we only love those who love us, we cannot look for any great reward (Matt. v. 46). We love our friends for our own sake, but we love our enemies for God\’s sake. [Ibid.]

1. We ought to love our enemies because Christ commands it; He says: \”Love your enemies, do good to them that hate you; pray for them that persecute and calumniate you\” (Matt. v. 44).

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There will be people in this life whom increase the weight of my cross, which is already too heavy for me to bare.  They will scape goat you and they try to kill you.  The only way I know how to survive this and for my own salvation?  Is to be non-violent and to pray for them and try to love them.  It keeps me from becoming violent myself. It protects me from doing crimes of passion myself. I am human and I suffer, but to release this pain in a non-toxic way and be responsible for this planet and all of it’s sacred realms.  I cannot say that I can love my  ememies?  That I possess the strength of character or fortitude.  I do have empathy and compassion.  I believe that life is like the Tin Man in the Wiz.  If we try to oil another rapid oxidation of their armor and their cells.  We are a better person for it. But more than this?  I feel better.  We offer mass and consecration of the host of communion to help ease the burden of another, because we are all one.


Edible Flowers / Blog / Need Supply Co.

Everyone knows I am so in love with flowers and especially edible ones.  France is such a treasure of candied flower treats!  I want to create something special and I am listening in my heart for the flavors, colors and soul of Saint Marie De Monfort’s birth place to inspire me.

Today I am exploring the scents, music, flowers and soul of the region where Saint Louis Marie De Monfort  was born.  Everyone knows I am so in love with flowers and especially edible ones.  France is such a treasure of candied flower treats!

I want to create something special and I am listening in my heart for the flavors, colors and soul of Saint Louis  Marie De Monfort’s birth place to inspire me.  I first think of strawberries, vanilla and a magical golden effortless syrup of music.

There is a wonderful golden tea from Darjeeling.  I was only able to purchase 1 kilo.  It was rare and so delightful.  These precious teas, do not need the addition of flowers really, because they were fed flowers from the inception of their  first seedlings by the Gods and the Snow Leopards at night.  The mountains of the Himalaya’s are utterly fecund with a delicate fiery grace within the air itself.  The soil has a rich yet delicate spice.  The magnolias and magical plants are in fact the base for Mary Magdalene’s famous ointment.

   Alas?  Now…. I have an idea?  perhaps’ I will try to acquire some of this precious tea and make a special batch of candy and desserts strawberries and flowers in Saint Marie de Montfort.   I pray for his bright blessings upon us and especially for someone special, that he hear our prayers.

This is a magical site, I do so adore.  It is filled with the love, merriment, vigor and expertise of a wise group of magicians.

Edible Flowers / Blog / Need Supply Co..

Edible Flowers / Blog / Need Supply Co..



Majikthise : Antidote for H5N1 happytalk

Thank goodness*  I’m so glad that we got the pneumonia shots too 2x!

Majikthise : Antidote for H5N1 happytalk.

Orent cites geneticists who believe that the 1918 flu evolved in wild birds, not domestic fowl. In general, wild migratory birds tend to spread milder forms of influenza because the severe infections ground them before they can spread the virus too widely. According to Orent, it was just historical fluke that the the 1918 virus managed to spread from wild birds to humans. She speculates that if hundreds of thousands of people hadn’t been crammed into the barracks, trenches, and transporter ships of WWI, the 1918 flu pandemic might never have gotten off the ground.

Revere the epidemiologist at Effect Measure critically examines Orent’s hypotheses and finds them thoroughly unconvincing. Revere challenges Orent’s assumption that a devastating pandemic flu would have to be both rapidly lethal and highly transmissible. Even in 1918, the fatality rate was “only” 2%–but 2% of a huge number of infected people. Furthermore, creatures infected with the flu are contagious before they’re symptomatic. So, infected migratory birds may spread the disease across long distances before they are overcome.

Revere makes a number of other interesting points against Orent, but I’ll leave off here and encourage you to read the whole thing.

Sting Theory | Jasondylan’s Blog

Theoretical Physicist all over the globe have taken an interest in a new theory of everything. It seems “String Theory” is evolving into “Sting Theory” and the scientific community is a “buzz.“Theoretical Physicists are warming up to a new theory of relativity which is connected to the famous Renaissance Man himself. It seems there is some talk within the the scientific community about the idea of testing some of their hypotheses with actual humans in mind…and they are starting with Gordon Sumner or ‘Sting’, as he is more widely known.And Sting’s DNA, just might hold the ‘keys’ to unlocking the mysteries of the universe! From the beginning of recorded time music has been the language of the spheres. As a virtuoso musician who meditates, Sting has been able to give detailed accounts of unbelievably complicated quantum mechanic theories and shed new light on many ideas that have confounded modern physicists and the physicists of old.

via Sting Theory | Jasondylan’s Blog.

Our hearts, our minds, our cells and the frequency of the rainbow.

fatima rose lady

Once upon a time lately and not so lately, I was sick myself.

Nothing it seemed could make me better. I had a thyroid problem and another which caused me to

bleed incessantly. Needless to say it was quite distressful. I could not get back to my old self. I don’t have the patience to go into it now, but it was sudden how my wellness came about.  I was reading the Alchemy series by David Mack I believe? Or it may have been earlier work. At that time I often contributed a lot of collage


and poetry or I simply sent my feedback and David incorporated it kindly into his brilliant work. I remember being so sick and barely able to take the subway, but I went to Saint Marks place to buy the latest comic book by him.  There was something about his work and  how it is amniotic?  Images float like children or healing organisms with serious life and soulful poetry and fearless, crux of the universe  issues all thru these amazing characters he created.

Sitting quietly on the platform  of the NYC 6 train on Spring street.  I just let the trains whizz by as I was unable to peel my eyes away from the latest story. It was then that I noticed an alchemical transformation within me. Reading and it is more like infusing musical imagery and text was able to unlock either unharnessed electric warmth of a sort of empathic explosion within my body.  At first it was a subtle soul resonance in my feelings which then seems to shake a neural forest within my cells.  I felt a surge of energy that was very salvific. It was then that the funny idea came to me that I should wear a medical bracelet like those whom suddenly fall into an unconscious state in public.  I designed first silly actual dog tags that said I need as medicine David Mack comic books for resuscitation.  Surely the Greek philosophers like Homer or Plato must have known the power of the imagination and how it uniquely reacts as counter forces to the overwhelming elements of life.

It was simply a purely personal and nonsensical epiphany soon after. I was listening to a particular piece of music and I won’t say which because it does not really matter. But, listening to her depths of emotions, her sadness and her struggles and later triumphs?  A physiological transformation began to happen within me.  I followed this lightening blast of intuition with music and at that moment I changed my life forever. I followed my heart and went to ask for my old job back.  I had gained a lot of weight and I looked terribly weak but I knew that the future had already occurred within me and people came from miles around to see how fat I had gotten!  It hurt me but really I did not care because like Michelangelo could see the angel within the rock?  I could see the bouquet within the small seed which began to to unearth from the striation of art and music.


The question is was it the vibrations of colors in tandem with powerfully emotionally resonating material?  Hasnt anyone felt very sick and received a phone call from an old friend and raised their spirits and suddenly after laughing, crying, catching up felt a surge of magical support and noticed that toothache goes into an almost remission?  It happens to me all of the time. Yet, lately I have begun to notice what I thought I had only imagined?   I have been told before that I am having just a touch and nothing much of it but the stuff a medical intuitive. I was working once with in fact an old friend of mine.  She seemed quite stressed but nothing in particular did she speak of it. I awoke and one morning I got the feeling that I had breast cancer.  I said this is strange as I have only just had a test?  It was such a fearful state I felt and many more unique yarns and knitting of energies. The next week she announced that she had been undergoing tests but thankfully her family history of cancer had not made her victim. Therefore, if nature gives me the strange medical sensations of others?  I have to believe and wonder if it is not that we can realize modalities of healing.

Our emotional state is the most defacto paradigm affecting our bodies but I know in fact very little about this all yet last week I began collecting photos of tuning forks and metronomes. I had this odd feeling that sound can dissipate  clusters of organisms.  All I personally have seen is the famous “Is it live or is it memorex”  commercial where a famous opera singer can burst a crystal glass.  I’m sure our heart speaks to us and that is good enough of a place to begin.  The color orange and the metal of gold is very prevalent in my feelings lately.   As if the sun and it’s power to be a giant heart can draw out the blues of anything and make everything emerald and verdant again.


Here is the most lovely discovery in my surfing below. A scientist whom works with frequency to kill disease.  Keeping our spirits up with healing plants like fresh oregano and other herbs high in linalool which is a magical thread in roses, jasmine, lavender too. An botanical defense against pests which is created by chemicals later passed onto it’s lucky recipient me!  My dear friend Sanwar would always tell me that “Stress is good! Makes more flavor”  If I could approach life the way that beautiful plants do?  I could create antioxidants and polyphenols.  The best of which is theobromine! what?  It’s the hormones  of a special plant Chocolate!

Some other plants have natural chemicals or terpines which develop in defense against insects in order to ward off bacterial no-good-niks!  RobertFortune1Camelia-reticulata-Robert-Fortune4The chocolate plant is the most insect infested plant and what does it do? It creates that magical substance theobromine which to many equals love.  I am going to be experimenting with a high mountain silver bud tea from the highest elevation of the Himalayas. Only these tea plants originally from China brought to India by Robert Fortune are able to produce naturally the love molecule. Theobromine!

yellowibis-com-chemical-structures-women-s-heather-jersey-t-theobromine-heart-pink-melange_designLust for dizzying sweets

In the mean time?  Here I am fascinated with the anti-carcinogenic works I have just only today heard of called “The Royal Raymond Rife”  or Doctor Raymond Royal Rife.  Birds do it, bee’s do it? What’s the buzz?  Here below:

Rife machines work because of a principle in physics called sympathetic resonance.  It states that if there are two similar objects, and one of them is vibrating, the other will begin to vibrate as well, even if they are not touching.  Take two identical tuning forks as an example.  If you tap one of these forks, the vibrations of that fork will pass through the air and cause the other tuning fork to vibrate. The energy from the first tuning fork has been transferred to the second tuning fork.

Dr. Rife used this principle to destroy disease producing organisms.  He thought of every little micro-organism as a tiny little tuning fork.  He then built his Rife Machine to send out the signal that would cause the viruses and bacteria to vibrate.  By making the vibrations that came out of his Rife Machine stronger and stronger, he was able to shatter the micro-organisms at a distance.  Rife spent years of his life looking under his microscope, learning which frequencies would destroy which micro-organisms.

Dr. Rife’s machine proved to be very successful in treating a wide range of diseases, especially cancer.  Unfortunately, within a few short years following his successful case studies, the Rife Machine research was destroyed by those who opposed his work.  But Dr. Rife’s legacy lived on and his followers continued to compile a list of conditions that can be treated with Rife Machines.



Are we finally able to repair our own organs? | Mending Broken Hearts | The Observer

The Observer, Saturday 29 October 2011

Stem cells with growing nuclei. These cells can become any cell in the body when they divide. Photograph: David Mack/Science Photo Library

The dream of regenerating human organs is as old as Prometheus. Chained to his rock, the Titan survived attacks by an eagle that feasted on his liver by growing it anew under cover of darkness. When Mary Shelley wrote Frankenstein, her shocker on the creation of life, she gave it the alternative title The Modern Prometheus.

via Are we finally able to repair our own organs? | Mending Broken Hearts | The Observer.

Kelly beats cancer with positive, stress free environs, support and daring attitude of beauty*

❤ What love can do ❤

Kelly’s Incredible Update!

Kelly Pozzoli, our very first guest, is back! She tells Jeff some exciting news about her health, and her brother joins in the conversation to talk about some of the issues they’ve faced as a family. Plus, check out the fun, one-of-a-kind gift that…more

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art « Wellcome Collection blog

Side Effects is a dance-theatre production by dANTE

that playfully explores society’s relationship with medicine. Working with a cast of dancers between the ages of 20 and 75, the show dips in and out of daily routines magnifying the significance and effects of tablets, creams and prescriptions and on our lives and relationships. Terry O’Donovan explains more.

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